People don’t know how much you mean to them until they’re close to losing you.
I’m pretty sure other military girlfriends get this feeling….or maybe it’s just me. Knowing that my boyfriend finally has his phone after boot camp, he can text me much more than he used to. But it seems like it’s the exact same thing. Communication get less & less each day. Is this supposed to be normal? I get so frustrated when you don’t reply back. I understand you’re busy. But sometimes you’re not even busy at all but you just decide to text me when you feel like it. You’d rather do stuff on your laptop then text the person who has been dying for a reply back from you. The question is, do I have a right to be mad? *sigh…..it just feels like when you do have the opportunity, you’re still not there for me. When I was 100% there for you.
Another night where I just completely break down. I constantly look at our pictures over & over again. Read our conversations like crazy. Wear your clothes to sleep. Listen to voicemails you’ve left in my phone. I also end up reading some of your old tumblr posts….*sigh…..It’s getting difficult everyday. I know I can do this. I’m strong enough to handle this distance. But I guess this is just another night where I’ll break down & cry myself to sleep. I wish you were beside me. I miss you so much……..
"I love you more than life itself, I’m so proud of the man you’ve become and I’m so lucky to be able to see the changes in you. You make me want to be a better person and I will strive everyday to make you the happiest man in the world, even if you are 4,000 miles away from me. We got this, it’s me and you. Always has been, always will be."
How cute. Couldn’t buy it though….it wasn’t the right colors for the exact branch my boyfriend is in.
Just because I’m in a stable relationship with a soldier does not mean that we’ll be the military couple who marry early. The long distance is hard, but before he joined the service we were in a long distance relationship to begin with. If we could handle that, then what is going to bring us down now? I’m not in a rush. We’re still young.